Raychelle Espinoza
I miss you so much, Junior.. I saw Pa recently and I swear he looks just like you.. It's crazy the things he says, he sounds just like you and he doesn't even realize it. I can't believe how many years it's been now.. My kids see your pictures hanging in the hallway and ask so many questions about you. It's hard to revisit a lot of the memories. Some make me laugh, some make me cry but you deserve to be remembered and talked about. I told them about your crazy enchilada recipe and how you LOVED spice. NOTHING was too spicy for you! I remembered a time when Dad had asked you to make dinner since he would be home late. You made macaroni and cheese with ground beef and you added so many jalapenos. Lol Dad was pissed because he thought you did it on purpose out of anger or something but you genuinely didn't think the food was spicy while were all sweating our asses off with burnt tongues. I feel guilty often because I honestly don't even remember the last memory that we have together. I'd like to think it was the time when we went to Korean BBQ with Rich somewhere on Convoy. You loved playing with Ali and I was amazed at how you would eat anything the waitress put on the table. You were explaining how kimichi was made and that ginger was a must as a palate cleanser. I'd like to think that you enjoyed that afternoon just as much as I did. I hope anyways. I'm sorry that our lives didn't go as planned and that we lost touch a little there at the end. If I could go back in time I'd do things so differently. All this rambling just to say I miss you so much, brother. I really do. I love you, June
