Ruth Arevalo

The time has come ! year has passed .So much has changed but now to start again fresh meaning I am gonna try to get back on track.I mourned You & time has come to let go but NEVER EVER FORGOTTON I LOVE YOU SO MUCH & MISS YOU MORE. I know You are SMILING down on Us all.This will be My last entry.Now to get on in LIFE MY ANGEL.

MOM WOW WHERE HAS THE TIME GONE EVERYTHING IS SO DIFFERENT ITS LIKE YOU HELD THE FAMILY TOGETHER ALL THESES YEARS AND SINCE YOU HAVE BEEN GONE EVERYTHING GOT ALL MESSED UP I LOVE MY BOYS AND WANT TO BE THE MOM YOU WERE I KNOW PEOPLE WOULD SAY THERE IS NO WAY YOU GUYS CAN BE FRIENDS LIKE WE WERE BOY HOW I MISS OUR FUN TIMES MY PARTNER IN CRIME =0( BUT I KNOW YOU ARE IN A BETTER PLACE AND PAIN FREE =0) I KNOW YOU KNOW WHAT I FEEL CUZ A PART OF ME DIED WHEN YOU LEFT ME AND I CAN NEVER HAVE THAT BACK =0( WE ALL MISS YOU AND LOVE YOU SO MUCH LOVE YOU FOREVER AND A DAY CECILIA LINDA N THE GUYZ

Hello just Me again.Today at 8:45 pm You will be in paradise whole with no pain 11 months now.Still a days go by & I have You on my mind.I'm still hoping to get that visit & hear Your voice.Thought things have changed I still have not found my groove.There are some of the family that has moved on but yet a few are still not ready to do so.Mom you are MISSED SO MUCH !!! Remembered always.Your GrandBoys are doing fine & miss You so,Your GreatGrands are doing good also.Johnny started 5th grade.I know You are watching OVER US ALL !!! OOOOHHH MMOOOMMMMAAA I MISS YOU SO MUCH !! I hurt sooo much if I can only have one more day & one more hug.

Well Mom fireworks are going off all around Me.I know You see them just as well.I'm not going to lie while I sit here with tears.Soon will be 10 months You left to be with God & still not easy to get through My day.I put a happy face on at all these sad days I cry.I know You would want Us to be HAPPY but still VERY,VERY HARD & SAD.I try all the time.Watching The Macey's fireworks show they are now playing AMAZING GRACE.Well Mom you sure are MISSED DEARLY.I still try hearing Your voice when I call Your house but there hardly even an answer just the machine.It's ok I know You are by my side at all times.HAPPY 4th of JULY MY ANGEL LUV MORE Your 1st Daughter Noemi

Just Me again ! Woke up yesterday & was doing abit better now that it has been 8 months Mom again it's not getting any easier.My tears still flow at times you know.I still think of Our times together good or bad then again I get abit sad.The only thing that gets Me by is knowing all the pain is gone but yet You're in Paradise.MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY MOM !!

…………..?*¨`*?. ? .?*¨`*?…..???HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY???….??*¨`*?. (¯`v´¯) (¯`v´¯) .?*¨`*??. . . ??*¨`*?.¸(¯`v´¯)¸.?´*¨`*?? . . .?????? ….? ?.¸.?´?????? NO WORDS CAN MAKE THIS DAY EASY !! BUT MOM YOU ARE STILL THE BEST MISS YOU SO MUCH LOVE YOU MORE OSITO,DJ,STEVIE,JOHNNY & MARIAH

HI ME AGAIN IT'S EASTER & I WANTED TO CALL YOU & ASK WE ASK EACH EVERY YEAR BUT THEN IT HIT ME THAT YOU ARE IN PARADISE LOOKING DOWN ON US.MOM THE WORLD IS STILL TURNING WHILE I'M STILL IN ONE SPOT TIME IS FLYING BY & STILL I'M CRYING.I MISS BEYOND WORDS CAN TELL.I DO SEE YOUR SMILE BUT CAN NOT HEAR YOUR LAUGH THOUGH I DO SHARE LAUGHS WITH CECIL WE BOTH ARE HAVING A HARD TIME.YOU HAVE BEEN GONE 7 MONTHS NOW BUT STILL FEELS LIKE YESTERDAY.MOM JUST WANT TO SAY HAPPY EASTER WHILE I LOOK INTO THE SKY.IT'S NEVER GOOD BYE BUT CYA SOON.